I believe that dreams can tell a lot about a person. I have tried to get into the dream interpretation books, but there was always something in them that turned me off. Recently I saw a program on a christian station and a real life, now a days prophet, Bryan Carroway, was talking about dream interpretations and prophesy. The Living Bible talks about interpretation of dreams all through. A couple examples are Gideon in Judges chapter 7, and Daniel interpreting for King Nebuchadnezzar in Daniel chapter 2 and Joseph interpreting the Pharaoh's dreams in Genesis and so on, there are over 25 different dream references. The Holy Spirit uses this modern day man, Bryan Carroway to interpret dreams too, how cool is that? Now I don't know If I completely understand it all, I just know I have a better feeling about it coming from a man who is after the heart of God than some super spiritual new wave thinking.
I also come from a native American ancestry which sometimes it is appealing to research what my ancestors thought about dreams and in some cases it can be very interesting, however I am an all-in kind of gal and I can't get all into it either.
I had a dream last night and I woke up from it with this emotional over load, like I do whenever I have a similar dream. I wanted to write about it because I believe God has given me incite into it and for the first time I considered the environment I was in. Okay so now to what I was dreaming and what I thought about it after some reflection.
The reoccurring theme is that my husband Kris is doing something with a much younger woman. This time he was kissing her and when I reacted, since I am always right there in the room. It is ridiculous, and then he responds with this I don't give a crap about you attitude and it is his way of "breaking up" with me. Do these things seem juvenile? That's because they are. This dream didn't indicate that we were married or had a child, instead it felt like the break ups and pain of high school or college even. I realized that in the dream we had gone to college classes and were in social situations that pointed to a time 10+ years ago. So, here is my great insight. I think God is showing me that my emotional level is about college maturity when it comes to my relationship with my husband. I remember some really immature situations in these similar dreams and when I would wake up and cry "because it was so real" I would tell my husband and he almost chuckled because it is so high school or close to that mentality. If this doesn't make since, that's okay. I know that God wanted me to write about it so someone is supposed to relate. I also can see that it is an area that needs maturing. I don't mind telling you that I still feel a little insecure at times and I notice if a lady turns my husbands head and he tries so hard not to gawk but I still find myself trying to compare. I know I can rely on God for this, because I have come this far. A lot of times if you are abused growing up, mentally, emotionally and verbally, in the home or in your romantic relationships, you have an underdeveloped emotional and mental awareness when it comes to your relationships. I have always said the wrong thing at the wrong time and I am so thankful to know that I have more to learn so that I don't have to think I should have it all figured out by now! Whew... Blessings in the name of our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. Click on the link below to hear Dream weaver live.
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